Secret of Contentment

laughing

2012-02-11T02:23:00.000-08:00

I love laughing,
I love laughing so hard I can't breath
So hard that I feel like I'm going to drop dead

Its a reminder that we're all still alive
That we are all still more than just automatons going through our daily routine

So if I have to die, let me die laughing
Let me die knowing I lived.

Its not about the length of my stay, its about how colourful I can make it

Today

2012-01-21T11:35:00.000-08:00

Today

I looked at the decisions that I have made.

I found the destinations that those decisions have brought me to

Some caused me to lose what I treasured

Others allowed me to fight for what I treasure.

I always wonder if I have made the right choice,

If I haven't just been screwing up.

I'm sure I have been screwing up,

So why? why do I still have such amazing people around me?

I'm afraid of the dark, being alone.

Yet I have people around me lighting up my life.

I'm afraid of feeling old, of being grown up

Yet all around me, people who know who I was told me that I will be fine.

I have done nothing to deserve all this,

I have even hurt people that I cared about.

Things that shouldn't have been done,

Lies that shouldn't been told,

I've done them all.

Yet...

Life goes on...

I just don't want it to go on without all of you :)

you

2011-03-27T08:01:00.000-07:00

I'll kiss you everywhere, anywhere.

Realization

2010-09-16T11:40:00.000-07:00

Today, just before losing contact with the world of half month... I suddenly had the urge to look at what my friends are doing, what my family has been really up to and how everyone feels.

Everytime I look back, I lost something along the way

I lost friends

I lost feelings

I lost laughter

I lost love

Then what have I gained?

No one will ever read this blog, yet I do update it once in awhile.

Maybe a few years down the road, someone will come and read this.

Read this, and know that I'm missing you

Read this, and know that I'd love to receive a call from you

Please find me again, in case I managed to lose you too.

A tablespoon of feelings

2010-02-28T06:35:00.000-08:00

I looked into the bottle for my feelings

I found some love, some hope, some regret and some passion

It was such a confusing jumble

Like a rainbow all mixed up

Yet they did not smudge

They were clear as the Caribbean sea

I took a whole tablespoon of it

And added it into the pie that is my Life

It might look like its a coincidence

It might feel like its an accident

But its no coincidence :)

Life

2010-02-20T22:12:00.000-08:00

Life... is not that complicated

Its simple,

It must be, since I'm so glad

I'm glad I lived my life this way

I'm glad everything is the way it is

I'm glad that I met you :)

All the way

2009-12-06T00:41:00.000-08:00

Lets do it

One day at a time

One step at a time

One slice at a time

Lets finish everyone, without fail :D

Ain't I lucky?

2009-11-22T00:14:00.001-08:00

Every week I miss many things

I miss my family

I miss my friends

I miss my home

I miss my life outside

But ain't that such a wonderful thing?

I had, and still have all of them.

I get to look forward to seeing all of them

Doing the things that I like

Meeting the people who I love

I love life.

Just as it is,

Just the way they packaged it for me :D

I got a feeling that all of you love yours too,

You just forgot for awhile :)

Too long, too many

2009-11-13T11:39:00.000-08:00

Too many people I have not seen for a long time

Too long since I last saw too many people

I miss my old life, desperately so

But I only know how to move forward

Teach me how to bring everyone with me

I can't bear to lose one more

Not one more.

Sun

2009-11-08T00:05:00.000-08:00

I saw the most radiant sunrise

The most romantic sunset

and now I go back to the small island

expecting the most out of myself.

The only thing?

I will miss everyone again :)

Thanks

2009-10-21T22:14:00.001-07:00

I awoke this morning with devout thanksgiving for my family and friends,

the old and the new

For all that have been...

Thanks :D

For all that will be...

Yes please.

Its always time to quit

2009-10-02T18:46:00.000-07:00

Never quit?

Never say die?

By all means, please quit.

Quit right now

Quit floating through life

Quit procrastinating

Quit being a quitter

See? there are things we have to quit.

YEAHHHH! BECAUSE PHOTOGRAPHY CLUB ROCKS :D

anyway, have a nice day!

Love-Hate

2009-09-26T08:11:00.000-07:00

My mom used to tell me to love

Regardless of everything

Love, so that I will be loved in return.

But does blind love really bring happiness?

Apparently not.

So I've decided to stand up for my ideals

I've decide to hate

So that I can hold precious what I love

I've decided to hate anything and everything that stand against the things I love

And I want to see if the world responds with hate.

Because under all that hate, its actually love :)

So scared of being old, I'm only good at being young

2009-09-23T05:36:00.000-07:00

One passing second spells a moment

Each passing year spells an eternity

I know I am not a person who can age gracefully

I am probably having my very own Summer of 69 now

I'm not a wolf at my prime

But I suspect I'll become a wolf when I'm old

Without edge

Without energy

Without passion

Without time

and be left toothless and abandoned.

So scared of being old

Because I'm really only good at being young.

Its a cheap and cool age

2009-09-16T20:53:00.000-07:00

Its cheap, where silly antics can make one the big hoo-ha

Its cheap, where marketing is worth more than the actual object

Its cheap, where people can stay infront of their computer the whole day

but

Its cool, because this is our age

because we now have control of where it is heading towards

and won't you agree if I said that we wouldn't have it any other way?

So stop complaining about our age, our life

and start fighting (and quit being a goddamn pussy) :D

Dream a little

2009-09-01T08:33:00.000-07:00

Talk a little, sing a lot
walk a little, dance a lot
smile a little, laugh a lot
dream a little, live a lot

Living a life we want to live is not only about dreaming, it is also about following our impulses and doing things.
So to all the dreamers, this is our time to live...
To experience all that we can, to make mistakes that will be forgotten,
To enjoy the journey that is unfolding in front of us.
To live :)

Fun Funk Flung > Penang/Langkawi

2009-06-18T21:44:00.001-07:00

Heck! *brushes off cobwebs* how long has it been since my last post?

anyway, i'm back in business...for now!

To start the post with a good piece of news, I'm going to announce that...

I'm depressed

Seriously depressed

I have never felt so much discontentment in my life(notice the contradiction with my blog name)

BUT

Its because I had so much fun during my trip overseas, so much so that Singapore feels like a piece of rock as compared to it :p

But seriously, the company for the trip rocked

The two of them brightened up each and every of the 8 days there

but i'm too lazy to write anymore, so i'll let pictures do the rest :D

Late Breakfast

2009-03-27T20:24:00.000-07:00

I'm currently eating my breakfast at 11:25am

For a person who is used to a 6.00am breakfast

This sure feels werid.

But then again, sucks for the people who stays with one breakfast timing

Life doesn't change at all

If you don't change it in small ways

How do you revolutionise yourself?

Be cool

Eat Breakfast late, dinner early and skip lunch

Eat Breakfast the way you like it

Eat healthy

Supfast Brunch Lunner Dinper

Jump

2009-03-14T10:21:00.000-07:00

Jump higher and higher

Jump further and faster

Jump cooler and with more style

Jump Pak Wing

No ego, no hesitation

No Pak Wing

When too much is too much

2009-02-21T18:22:00.000-08:00

I'm actually darn happy with my life right now, with all that L4D and cooking.

but i'm wondering, when is too much, too much?

will i be able to keep up with my ever increasing pace of life?

I know i've been neglecting some friends due to my insane schedule

I would like to apologise

but I want to stay with all of you all of the time

but I never want to stop moving forward

so please put up a little with me, so i get to keep you company

I know I have to stop, but I can't

Thanks 2008

2008-12-31T02:32:00.000-08:00

Its going to be a new year soon!

I had a great year, wonderful stuff

But thats only because of the people around me!

I would like to thank

1. All my friends that supported me
ok! let me try and list some out here!

Old friends: the people that have been irritating me for a couple of years, but still let me punch them a couple of times everytime i see them. my moral support for all occasions!

Yi hui (bloody long time gal, bloody long)
Quan Kai (always the joker, always the bamboo)
Si hui (straight, solid piece of work)
Melissa (crazily energized person)
Gladys (super nice person!)
Whelan (ex-wife)

Friends: Friends that have been irritating me for less then old friends (but still irritating) gawd, how grey my life would be with all of ya! (but i'd probably miss people out, too many great peopleeee)

Brandon (girls)
Lay Yan (smart dude, smart mouth, plain smart)
Raphael (bloody bastard, have to vie with me for everything)
Jeremy (new new new! nonsense!)
Yong Qing ( been a great 3 years knowing ya! lets go for that uni entrance together!)
Wan Ying (the ever cute little sis)
Pearlyn (miss president! but before that, she is a giant fishball and we all love her! :D)
Maureen ( i'm cooking tortise soup, want some? a girl that smiles when she don't know what to do)
Siu Wen (ah weeeennnnn..... when can we have luncchhhhhhh :p)
Justina (thanks for the tissue, super cool design :p)
Jacq (wonderful girl!)
Vicky (great and super girl that turns me head over heels :p)
Sarah (YES YOU! the one from photog club! nice improvement on your pictures :D)
Hannah (its a new year! the last year became better since i met ya :p)
BIABIA (AH BIAAAAAAAAA, you're a super cool person! lets do something crazy!)
Atiqah (erm, my name is farhannnn)
Jun Hao (the first picture i saw of ya was an unskirt of ya!)
Jin Wei (the egomaniac! :D)
Mahen (the well structured dude that dissappears)
Shi Yun (dead fish! super cool person, super cute too! :D)
Edward (another my my gay partner, sorry i've been fooling around :p)
Karen (ahhh! good luck for your next year)
Amy (cute girl! thanks for the letters)
Kwan Chet (when are you gonna start growing hair and chase maureen?)
Double Zhens (who is yu and who is su? i don't know)
Ciel (superb artist, wonderful insights!)
Wan Yun ( made my attachment fun, love her lots. lets go out for a movieee soon!)
Esther (made my attachment full of nonsense, love her lots too. ROARRRRRR)
Wen Qi (made my attachment feel shorter, love her toooo. BUY THAT BRANDED BAG)
Melvina (camp camp camp! :p)
Timothy (kim moh, change colour liao?)
and many many more, but i type until hand pain liao (if you want your name here, find me and kiss me!) Disclaimer: offer is only avaliable for girls :D

LOVE ALL OF YOU! ASK ME OUT FOR A MEAL SOON ALRIGHT?! :D

2. My family for their endless understanding
3. Lady luck for always being with me
4. My laptop, thanks for lasting and i hope you'll be here next year :p

my new year resolution? There is only one of em'

Punch out my limits and do things that are impossible
thanks everyone, and i hope that all of you will be with me in 2009
Gesundes Neues Jahr

I'm tired, i've tried

2008-12-11T08:46:00.000-08:00

I try my best

So I'm gonna settle for my best

If my best wasn't enough

I'll keep on improving

Post it

2008-12-08T18:08:00.000-08:00

I'm having a headache now

Give my bed back

Errrology

2008-12-02T17:59:00.001-08:00

I was talking to someone today, and my first sentence was an "Errr"

Then I started thinking,

Whats is up with "Errr"

Why do so many people (like me) like to use it

No matter how you look at it, its still not a stylish opener

Girls don't get turned on by "Errr" (I think)

Therefore I have thought and came up with a theory

Its called "The need to make sounds faster than you can think" Theory

When people meet, or they are answer questions

They feel the pressure to reply quickly, or to start quickly

So they do it, without thinking

So when the mouth is opened

The only sound that comes out is a "Errrr"

Therefore my theory is (its not any less cool than Newton's)

Let time that "Errr" lasts be E

Let time needed to clear hesitations be H

Let time needed to think be T

therefore:

E = H + T

Essentially, we are just showing people that we act before we think!

Or that we just cannot make up your mind.

Which is a bad thing.

I therefore start the Anti-Err Campaign

Call 1800-IDUNLIKEERRR to know more

Slow down everyone, you're missing the good stuff that you can come up with!

Bad day

2008-12-01T04:56:00.000-08:00

Its a sad day

Today, my friend of 6 years expressed his love for me...

No, its not a typo

Its a him

But his hopes were short lived

Quan Kai: pak i hav always been in love with you

Pak Wing: i always wanted to screw you too

In this case, screw means that I want to put his head(not mine) into his arsehole :p

On an note that is unlike the depressing topic above that scarred my self confidence, let me sum up some interesting things that happened :p

I took up dancing classes, Pak Wing's got talent!

Tried to drown myself in an expensive liquid

Went out on an werid guy hugging trip

AND AND AND! I hadn't got the pictures yet...

BUT HAPPY BIRTHDAY GLADYS :D

peace out

1 Reason why we should not take attachment

2008-11-26T22:03:00.000-08:00

Oh, cruel attachment,

Thy internship is nonsense

Thy will raise up above the smothering jobs that thy is entrusted with

And

Thy glorious pants shall be crapped

Understand?

Its that time of the month

2008-11-25T18:28:00.000-08:00

For everyone thats reading, I apologise for the emo posts that don't really characterize me!

I declare those posts the product of:

That time of the month

Be awed by the power of "That time of the month"

Wanna be emo?

Buy "That time of the month"

At a whooping 99 SGD

Only avaliable exclusively at SecretofContentment

Be Emo at the correct time

Call 1800-PAKWINGROCKS for more information (or just call my handphone)

Opportunities and Holes

2008-11-24T18:37:00.001-08:00

Opportunities are like the stupid small hole in the death star

And we on the other hand, is only armed with one small banana-sized proton missile

So we only get one chance

You'd think that we will be more careful about firing that one banana

but no, we have to press the wrong button at the wrong time
Its a ritual of manhood

We have to blow up sometime spectacularly first

To top it all up,

I fired mine 21 days too late

21 days

thats not alot of time

Just enough to screw me all up.

as a sidenote: Take that 25 minutes! I'm bloody 21 DAYS too late. In your face, Richter, Jascha.

If you were wondering about why i mentioned that, take a look at the lyrics

After some time I've finally made up my mind
She is the girl and I really want to make her mine
I'm searching everywhere to find her again
To tell her I love her
And I'm sorry 'bout the things I've done

I find her standing in front of the church
The only place in town where I didn't search
She looks so happy in her wedding dress
But she's crying while she's saying this

Boy I missed your kisses all the time
but this is Twenty five minutes too late
Though you travelled so far
boy I'm sorry you are
Twenty five minutes too late

Against the wind I'm going home again
Wishing be back to the time
when we were more than friends

the weather isn't the only thing that is bad

2008-11-23T17:22:00.000-08:00

damn man,

as quoted from Raphael's blog this May...

"the weather isn't the only thing that is bad."

Bad doesn't even start to explain it,

Bad is the new good now

I want something bad now

This is insane, this is disastrous, distressing, grave, harsh, intense, painful, serious and terrible

This sucks.

On another note:

I found this song, thats probably apt for for someone elses situation

Gone, by Kelly Clarkson

What you see's not what you get
With you there's just no measurement
No way to tell what's real from what isn't there
Your eyes they sparkle
That's all changed into lies that drop like acid rain
You washed away the best of me
You don't care
You know you did it
I'm gone
To find someone to live for
In this world
There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
Just a bridge that I gotta burn

You're wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door
That is just so you
Coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone
Sometimes shattered
Never open

Nothing matters
When you're broken
That was me whenever I was with you
Always ending
Always over
Back and forth,
up and down like a rollercoaster
I am breaking

Wrapped up in self righteousness, secure in one's own hipocrisy

2008-11-17T09:44:00.000-08:00

I'm sorry for doing things, believing that I am right.

Because I was wrong, I didn't want to admit it.

I will repent

I will change

So please forgive me

For being wrapped up in my own brand of self righteousness

For being so secure in my own hypocrisy

I will reflect

I will allow no more self righteousness

From this soul, beset with fallacies that make no sense

For all the people I worried, for all the people I hurt, I'm sorry.

People who suffer

2008-11-15T05:30:00.000-08:00

Hi!!!

its been a long time everyone! I'm posting once again! but i don't have anything special to post today. BUT, i'm gonna post something about 3 very special people that has been making my sad attachment life a little bit brighter!

picture very the small, but i think its workable laaaaa!

i'll be back with more updates! :D

MUHA! Urbandictionary quiz!

2008-10-12T20:24:00.000-07:00

I read this on someone's blog, and since i'm so cool and bored. I'm gonna do it and post it here!

The instructions are simple:

Go to urbandictionary. com and type in your answer to each question in the search box, then write the FIRST definition it gives you.

1) Your name?

Justin

Sexy, without flaw, loving, kindhearted, name for someone that is special to you, thoughtful.
(I couldn't find Pak Wing, so I went Justin :p)

2) Your age?
To "be 19", or to have "gone 19" essentially means that something has gone wrong, is just plain weird, or is inexplicable. Derived from Stephen King's 'Dark Tower' series. Its true meaning, if anything more than a motif, has yet to be revealed.

3) One of your friends?

Brandon

An erection. Brought on suddenly and without much provocation. The sudden nature of it's manifestation can be summed up in one word BAM! Derived from Brandon "BAM" Margera.

Fred: Dude, I just got major Brandon.
Ted: Brandon shows up at the most inconvenient times.

4) What should you be doing?

working

A term to describe the tedious and boring indentured servitude that most people are forced to endure to get money. Generally, not a pleasant experience.

"No, I can't come to the party tonight. I'm working late."

5) Favorite color?

white

A street name for cocaine.
Jim: "You got any white left from that 8 ball?" Jack: "Nah, I finished it all off last night."

7) Month of your birthday?

August

The eigth month of the year characterized by cookouts and swimming!

8) Last person you talked to?

Gladys

1.) A catch-all name for a domestic stay-at-home wife
2.) The name of the wife in the famous Salt Lake City Mormon family who adopted an abondoned circus chimp, Little Johnny in 1962.
3.) The female counterpart of the pioneering internet crime fighting duo of Rodriguez and Gladys. (Featured in Parade Magazine c. 1998)

9) What did you last eat?

noodles

1. Nice food that comes in packets labelled "Super Noodles"
2. The Offspring's lead guitarist and one of the coolest guys ever to walk upon this planet.

10) Your nickname?

Pak

Seen on popular cartoon show "Invader Zim" Pak- the Irken life source. The Pak rests on the back of an Irken, silver with three colored spots, one on top two on bottom. The Pak stores memories and background information about the Irken as well as emotions and thoughts. It has to be recharged every two months before it runs out of power. If the Pak is popped off, the Irken must re-attach it or they can only survive for ten minutes before they die. The Pak is also a constant supply of energy, and is the reason Irkens never sleep and rarely eat.

Muha! Phear me power many~!

Pakmail - We ship anything, Anywhere!

2008-09-21T21:03:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone, I know I have been boasting and all about my own firm. But I have finally set up my own company!

Extract from Pakmail.com

"As the world's premier business solutions center, Pak Mail offers custom packaging and shipping services as well as an array of value-added services—in one convenient location. To residential customers, Pak Mail is a full-service mailing and resource center. To commercial accounts, Pak Mail is a mailroom, shipping and receiving department, and strategic business partner. "

Those who know me, knows that I adore my own name, so I'm naming my company:

Yeah, its a cool name right? :p

Since i'm a logistics student, of course i'm going to come up with something that involves logistics right?

And since I love all my blog readers, I'm going to give you free service if you follow the following FIVE steps, yes, its only 5 steps.

1. Just go to http://www.pakmail.com/
2. Find the contact number and call it
3. Scream "I LOVE PAK WING" 3 times
4. Mention your order in less thenn 5 seconds
5. Hang out the phone.

Its that easy!

note:GST charges not included, various other charges charged as per normal, any losses or lawsuits will not be the responsibility of me.

Alright! peace and out!

and remember to use Pak Mail, because.....

We ship anything, Anywhere!

Thanks JAMIE for finding this

Honey, I'm homeeeee

2008-09-10T00:05:00.000-07:00

Hey everybody! Have you been checking up on this blog? give me a poke if you have been. The first 100 to poke me gets a chance to win the fabulous secret prize! (batteries not included)

Anyway, its been a month or two since I last posted, got stranded in my bunch of to-do list... but nevertheless, I'M BACK!

Anyway, I have so many things to talk about :p its been 2 months after all!

But there hadn't been anything interesting happening though... But fear not! I have been reading and I have found out 10 greatest facts ever!

1. There might have been wireless electricity if the idiot who invented the system we are using now didn't exist (imagine zapping your friends with a... handphone?)

2. People can stay alive for up to 3 mins after being beheaded! If you really hate someone, take note, its only 3 minutes if you accidently behead him, so keep him alive and make him suffer (i'm a gentlemen, i don't include "shes" in my description for tortures)

3. The first blueprint of a working car is done by Mr Da Vinci (didn't have the balls to really build one though...)

4. Remember Robinson Crusoe? That book is inspired by a real life account of Alexander Selkirk...

and thats it for now, I has post the many words, be happy :p

busy studying!

2008-08-05T07:41:00.000-07:00

i've been busy studying

seriously

be back to blog soon alright? take care everyone! :p

The internet makes you stupid!

2008-06-11T07:00:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone, nice to see all of ya here again. I hope you have been checking back for more random-ness!

But anyway, today I am going to blog about some crazy pictures I found online, in a specific website. But this will probably only make sense to people who watch movies AND play games.

Who wants booties?

Qk, Ken, LY, Brandon + almost all the other guys i know (This is what you look like when you peek)

Who doesn't know Starship troopers?

I have no idea what the movie is about, but remember the wind sucks

Do I need to say more? :p

Inspired by all the random crap that the internet can come out with, I have decided to contribute my own small piece of crap:

Its seriously very very cool!

serious!

it seriously rocks!

signing off

pak

ps: its gonna be alright, the sand and the sun will always be there to cheer you up!

Lilium

2008-05-31T20:17:00.000-07:00

Well, today is another day of studying. Wish me luck for tomorrow's test!

Anyway, I was reading a blog and i noticed this very very queer thing that is interesting at the same time, so I'm gonna blog about it!

RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer
.3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5.Put this on your journal.

Before I go on, I think I need to remind all of you that I don't actually have a normal playlist..so... :p

1. If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
"Fixing a broken heart" [There was nothing to say the day she left. Just filled a suitcase full of regrets]
whoa, so its actually not okay?

2. How would you describe yourself?
"With Determined Passion" Shaman King Yoh's image song....
at least it sounds cool :p

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
"Cell to Cell" Mysterious, fast song, instrumental(with a ghost like voice in the background)
ok... this is weridddd

4. How do you feel today?
"Strangers in the night" old old song(GERRY!) [Strangers in the night exchanging glances. We'd be sharing love before the night was through. ]
Okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, anyone wanna be my girlfriend? :p

5. What is your life's purpose?
"Daybreak's bell" [I will protect you, my life I trade in for your pain. Stop the wars. ]
That....is actually pretty cool, stop the wars!

6. What is your motto?
"My Happy Ending" [Lets talk this over, it's not like were dead. ]
WHOA! Thats darn darn true! not funny :p

7. What do your friends think of you?
R.O.D. Instrumental, quick, werid, upbeat, old school, loud, unpredictable.
hmm... I wouldn't know, what do you guys think?

8. What do you think of your parents?
"Dream Believer" [The feeling of your world expanding, it's so fun you cant stop. Its not about being strong, its not a shape. it's the power to believe in something that you can't see. ]
Wow, I'm not sure what to say about this, but I do think that my parents believe in my dreams!

9. What do you think about very often?
"Long Time No See" [Long time no see" is the one word you great me with . I'm happy, but I wonder why I feel a bit sad. What can I say to enable us to bury the distance that separates us? It feels like we're apart when I'm by your side . ]
Well, thats a little true, sometimes I do get that feeling, its a lonely feeling...

10. What is 2 + 2?
"Glaring Dream" [The whisper that dissolves into the bustling crowd, makes the memories scattered underfoot blur together. ]
Well, what am I supposed to say? 2+2 dissolves? :p

11. What do you think of your best friend(s)?
"失恋标签" [死在分手那一天, 可是你的样子粘在脑海. ]
Yup, I can't forget my best friends :D

12. What do you think of the person you like?
"The Labyrinth Inside My Eyes" [I want to meet you... but I can't. I won’t stop regretting until I tell you my thoughts, I won't give in, I won't wander off. Even if I sacrifice my body, I'll find you. Because even if the darkness blocks my path and make my weak heart perplexed, I’ll keep searching for you without giving up. ]
Intense intense song, but I wouldn't say it isn't true for me :p

13. What is your life story?
[Intei Mouse" M M M O U S E E looking good. Will we really see each other one day? M M M O U S E E feeling good. ]
-.- my life is a joke

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
"Music Box Dancer" Instrumental, relaxing, cheery, quiet, child-like

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
"Scars of time" Instrumental, quiet and sad beginning which instantly changes into a quick, upbeat and suspenseful song.
True, true... very true :p

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
"Bad Day" [Where is the moment we needed the most? You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost. They tell me your blue skies fade to gray. They tell me your passion's gone away. And I don't need no carryin' on. ]
PLEASE, nonono! come on, I want to have a happy wedding :p

17. What will they play at your funeral?
"Future" [Come on, lets go. We can't turn back now. Just like this, aimlessly is fine. I don't want a dream that's like I'm dreaming. I only have one wish for the shooting star. Nothing to lose, please give me strength. No matter where it leads to, we'll continue on this path. We can only walk on. ]
Thats a good song, my end is the beginning of a new story, no matter where I go.

18. What is your hobby/interest?
"Link" [I don't care how much my body is burnt, if it's for you. I wish that someday I could see with my own two eyes our world born again.]
Hello everyone, Changing the world and getting hurt is my hobby! nice to meet you!

19. What is your biggest fear?
"Lady Rain" [Saying that you'd never leave me was a lie. Well there were times that my eyes were filled with water. ]
I guess this means that I'm really afraid of people leaving me, thats pretty true

20. What is your biggest secret?
"Forgiveness" [Sometimes we make terrible mistakes]
Thats true, maybe my biggest secret is the mistakes that I have made

21. What do you think of your friends?
"Discover" [When I got tired of being alone I found friends, and we journeyed together
As for the days ahead we can't see...don't worry, follow me,I have good fortune with me thats stronger than anyone else's]
Follow me everyone! :p I'd like to think that is true!

22. What will you post this as?
"Lilium" [A happy man who suffers temptation]

525600 minutes, We all LOVE pak wing, EB

2008-05-29T23:45:00.000-07:00

HI EVERYONE!

Its your friendly neighbourhood Super Wing here again! To all of you that have been checking back here for updates and finding nothing but 甜蜜蜜, I have to apologise! Its been a crazy time for me, as well as many of the people reading this blog (its the common test period after all!)

I actually wanted to do 3 posts over my period of absence, but I really really couldn't find time out of my Age of Empires(its a game in case you didn't now) to write all this, so I'm writing ALL 3 of them in one go!

I'll start with

525600 minutes

Have all of you guys actually stop on whatever you have been doing and thought of what your life is made up of? Is it made up of nights spent studying, days spent read, hours spent gaming, and the time spent with your friends? How do you measure a year in your life?
Well, think of it well before you proceed!

I believe its a great song, it made me think of the important things in life. Not gaming, not my collection of **** magazines(don't tell my mom).

At least its better then "smack that, right on the floor" or "don't cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me"

If you don't believe... listen to it! Its on the playlist on top!

Ok, on to the next post!

I have admirers!

No, I'm serious, and yes, I have an admirer.

I believe this video was taken by my friends in mac, but thats not important! whats important is that someone admires me!

Come on baby! come to papa!

Ok, that sounded wrong, but anyway...

COME TO PAPA!

*calms down*

Anyway, in case any of you are wondering, I'm single(and that means i'm avaliable)!

On to the third post,

I have always been a victim of an illness which I call Exam Blues. Its symptoms include extreme allergies to all kinds of book relating to school, ability to instantly fall asleep when starting on studies, trees swaying outside looking extremely interesting(as compared to the books), etc etc.

I would like to take this opportunity to offer everyone my experience in dealing with this kind of problems!

1. Stay Cool

2.Caffine is your best friend

3. Keep yourself in a quiet place

4. Stay organized

5. ALWAYS Take notes

Well, I hope you can do well in exams with all these tips, they really do work!

Pak

Signing off!

Old songs, old feelings, always mother's day

2008-05-08T17:07:00.000-07:00

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Actually, i did plan to do this post a few days before, but i was just too busy! so i kinda postponed the thing till today.

first of all..... HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY, all of you mom's out there.. ESPECIALLY my mom (heh! what can you do? i'm biased :p) relax and have a nice day today, you gals have done more then enough to qualify for a lifetime of enjoyment in hawaii!

I would like to dedicate the above song to all the moms in this world, its been a sweet time with you, and i believe that even a dream can't get better then this :D

I just wanna say how much i love ya mom!

on another note,

my adapter caught on fire on Wednesday, yes you heard it right, and yes, my 1 week old adapter caught on fire, which sucks :p (note: always bring stuff with warrenty)

on the other hand, i found my old taped adapter, so gladdddd that i didn't lose it. I mean it has lots of tape, i mean feeling for me.

once again, signing off

pak

20 questions for me

2008-05-01T17:07:00.001-07:00

nope, i wasn't forced. i was just suay enough to read someone's blog :p

instructions:
-Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question to make it a total of 20 questions
-Then tag 8 people in your links list them out at the end of the post.
-Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.
-Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1.At what age do you wish to marry? hmm...around 25, after i completed university(hopefully) and i have a steady career(hopfully?). BUT definitely before 30, god, i hate that age -.-

2.What you usually do most of the time during weekend ? cca, slack at home or go out with friends.

3.What I want the most now? i want.... to be fitttttt, like 25 pack, monsterous muscles (and a cooler style!)

4.What do you want to be when you grow up? i want to be... businessman, with a happy family!

5.If you can have 1 more dream to come true, what would it be? all my other dreams to come true? :p nah, i'd wish that everyone who loves me will be happy!

6.What are you afraid to lose now? my family, my friends. well, losing one is bad :p

7.Do you believe in being in love forever? sure, it the luck

8.If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her? me? i'm too shy to confess, so i'd probably wait, and wait, and wait.

9.How strong(in your heart) can you be? heh! not strong enough

10.What are the requirements that you wish from other half? to love me? :p

11.Which type of person do you hate most? people who think that they are big, talk like they are big, but the only thing they can do is to fart louder then anyone -.-

12.Do you cherish every single of your friendship? of course!

13.Have you been betrayed by any of your friend? i wouldn't put it as betrayal, more of a.... they had their reasons? :p

14.What do you think is the most important thing in your life? love and peace! (happiness)

15.Roughly, how much of an age gap would you want to have between you and your husband/wife? between 0 to 5 years. (i agree with ya yi hui)

16.What do you want your friend to be like? my friends, all they have to do is to be themselves (and not mentioning about my height difference everytime they see me) :p

17.What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friends' eyes? i want them to see me as.... a friend :p

18.who do you love most?in order of importance: hmm...i have so many friends, and i love them all so much! but if i really really HAD to rank... it would be... my mom, my dad, my brother, raphael (bastard), yi hui (yes i love ya lots too), my secondary school friends (crossroad 7 eh?), AOL people oi!!!! (its always cool to hang out with you guys!), my classmates (didn't forget about ya), charlotte (rabbit? yum yum), hannah! (love ya lots) , all the ones that see me as a friend (i love ya as much as ya love me), brandon (you're not last, but hard to slot you in :p)

19.If you're feeling low one day, who will you go to? i'm not sure, all my friends are supportive of me! (thanks pearlyn)

20. Whats the most Daring thing you have done? walk to a bar and ordering plain water (its harder then ordering those god-darn-hard to pronounce cocktails)

TAG EIGHT PEOPLE!
1. Everyone
2. And
3. Anyone
4.Who
5. Really
6. Love
7. Me
8. Lots

adapting to a loss of an adaptor

2008-04-30T05:47:00.000-07:00

first of all, i would like to wish all of you reading my "own-personal-piece-of-life" a very very happy may day or labour day as some of ya like to call it.

i personally don't like the idea naming a holiday with labour day. i understand the whole "countries use Labour Day as an occasion to reinforce the importance of recognising workers' contributions to their country, and to celebrate the existence of labour activism, such as trade unions, in protecting workers."

BUT! put it as "thank you workers day" or "we love workers" or "rest day for workers" or "employee rocks" day, WHY labour day -.-

so i am calling it May day from now on!

Have a nice rest on may day!

another thing, is a very sad news, i lost my adaptor

in case you are wondering, yes its the adaptor that looked half dead, with the tape and all.

i left it in my class, and by the time i noticed, it was gone

gone

Gone

gOne

goNe

gonE

i don't think you will see this, so i just wanna say that the "Adaptor" was spelt wrong on purpose, i do know its spelt adapter :p

i am sad, i'll be missing my taped adaptor for quite sometime... but i will not lose hope! I have designed a lost and found poster!

its hurt and will need medical attention (retaping) from me urgently!

contact me @ pakwingreallyrocks@singnet.com if you find it! i really really want it back!

i wonder who really pressed on the link :p heh!

so i'll be signing off now :D

random!

2008-04-19T21:07:00.000-07:00

RANDOMNESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

hi everyone!

its been around 5 or 6 days since I last posted something different, people who have been talking to me should know why :p

in case you didn't know, i'll give you an picture of me that shows how pwn-ed i am

See? I wasn't lying when I said I was busy... i really was busy :p

I should start my own arcade game, and I will name it "Pak Wing is super, fight it out!" or PWISFIT or PW IS FIT

if you are rather slow, i'll spell it out for ya

Pak Wing IS FIT

cool right? :p

dancing queen (not that corny song) and no, its not empty :p

2008-04-17T19:53:00.000-07:00

CONGRATS MELISE, GREAT JOB DONE!

iThanks

2008-04-09T22:20:00.000-07:00

there was just one thing i was wondering about, how much things can people do themselves for themselves, without any company or motivation from their friends and stuff.

I don't think I can do much on my own.

Everything I have done, achieved and succeeded in, I can attribute it to my family, friends, even strangers.

So , I would like to thank everyone that in my life, people I like, people who I don't like, people who couldn't care less about me. Because I am what I am because of all of you experiencing life together with me.

I believe that its been great, meeting everyone i have been meeting, doing everything i have been doing. I might complain sometimes, but trust me, there is no one I'd rather meet than all of you.

and that includes, everyone...those who have been

Helping me selflessly
Giving me chances to experience new things
Offering me comfort when I was down
Cheering for me when I succeed
Joking with me
Loving me
Running around randomly with me just for fun
Making sure I don't stray too much
Caring about me
Whacking me
Being whacked by me
Having those endless msn conversations
Talking on phone till morning
Accompanying me when I had no idea what to do
Supporting me when I know what to do
Laughing at me
being laughed at my me
Tricking me
Being tricked by me

I'm too shy, but i gonna say this.... I LOVE ALL OF YA, okay....i'm sure you didn't hear anything!

damn, since when did i become this mushy -.-

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Definitely, maybe, maybe not, let me think, no way, omg stop harassing me or i'll call the cops!

2008-04-06T08:15:00.000-07:00

today, I went and watched the movie definitely, maybe. It was a great movie for me... it was more of a slice of life comedy, which is a good thing for someone who has been watch lots and lots and lots of stupidly funny movie like, Meet the 300...

Will hopelessly attempts a gentler version of his story(by explaining threesomes as a game that adults play) for his daughter and changes the names so Maya has to guess who is the woman her father finally married. Is her mother Will’s college sweetheart, the dependable girl next door Emily? Is she his longtime best friend and confidante, the apolitical April? Or is she the free-spirited but ambitious journalist Summer?

The movie had that nice sense of humor, not those i-squeeze-ur-balls-and-everybody-laugh kind of humor, which is good! since i don't want to get any stupider!

and i loved the ending, since April was my favourite character, and she had the last laugh(spolier), muhahahaah!

anyway, if you look at the right side of the blog, you should see a very cool clock! i just added it in too! woohoo!

pak singing/signing off now!

Bathing? look for me! and birthday madness!

2008-04-05T19:39:00.000-07:00

i didn't i was looking for people to bath with me, until this fateful conversation :p

well,what can i say? lets see, i have to think for awhile....

don't kill me maureen! i didn't do it on purpose!

i was forced by....by....

something!

On another note, happy happy belated birthday KFC, go for it GAL!

Again, it was a very.... fun, nonsensical, crappy and happy day for me to meet with up all of ya! I would say that all the running around and preparing and lying to kc(i'd swear that its not true!)

even though I was not the one recieving the surprise, but there is a few person i think that deserve a thanks! amy, who risk her life and health for the book. pearlyn who squeezed time from her schedule. melise that was rushing through and fro from her dance! (i love dance!!) and aik nen, the landlord. and of course all the people who contributed! woohoo! kc's friends rocks! (that includes me)

Pak wing signing off for this random post, look forward to more soon!

New blog!

2008-04-03T03:21:00.000-07:00

yay! i've got a new blog, with a pretty gal (see top right hand corner) as a mascot!

its in the holidays now, so i kinda have more time to post things!

incase you guys don't know me, let me describe myself,

i have the face of orlando bloom:

body of a body builder:

now, i'm sure all of you are thinking that i look absolutely incredible. As a matter of fact, you are correct!

therefore let orlando bloom be PAK

and body of a body builder be WING

and let me be....ME

ME = PAK WING

which is =

see? I didn't lie :p

until next time!