Things are going to change

A very familiar feeling has been tugging at me

Something I that I last felt first when I first graduated from secondary education, then after that when I graduated from polytechnic. 

Each of these times, I changed...for the better or worse.

Hang on, its going to change again.

laughing

I love laughing,
I love laughing so hard I can't breath
So hard that I feel like I'm going to drop dead


Its a reminder that we're all still alive
That we are all still more than just automatons going through our daily routine


So if I have to die, let me die laughing
Let me die knowing I lived.

Its not about the length of my stay, its about how colourful I can make it

Today

Today

I looked at the decisions that I have made.

I found the destinations that those decisions have brought me to

Some caused me to lose what I treasured

Others allowed me to fight for what I treasure.

I always wonder if I have made the right choice,

If I haven't just been screwing up.

I'm sure I have been screwing up,

So why? why do I still have such amazing people around me?

I'm afraid of the dark, being alone.

Yet I have people around me lighting up my life.

I'm afraid of feeling old, of being grown up

Yet all around me, people who know who I was told me that I will be fine.

I have done nothing to deserve all this,

I have even hurt people that I cared about.

Things that shouldn't have been done,

Lies that shouldn't been told,

I've done them all.

Yet...

Life goes on...

I just don't want it to go on without all of you :)

you

I'll kiss you everywhere, anywhere.

Realization

Today, just before losing contact with the world of half month... I suddenly had the urge to look at what my friends are doing, what my family has been really up to and how everyone feels.

Everytime I look back, I lost something along the way

I lost friends

I lost feelings

I lost laughter

I lost love

Then what have I gained?

No one will ever read this blog, yet I do update it once in awhile.

Maybe a few years down the road, someone will come and read this.

Read this, and know that I'm missing you

Read this, and know that I'd love to receive a call from you

Please find me again, in case I managed to lose you too.

A tablespoon of feelings

I looked into the bottle for my feelings

I found some love, some hope, some regret and some passion

It was such a confusing jumble

Like a rainbow all mixed up

Yet they did not smudge

They were clear as the Caribbean sea

I took a whole tablespoon of it

And added it into the pie that is my Life

It might look like its a coincidence

It might feel like its an accident

But its no coincidence :)

Life

Life... is not that complicated

Its simple,

It must be, since I'm so glad

I'm glad I lived my life this way

I'm glad everything is the way it is

I'm glad that I met you :)

All the way

Lets do it

One day at a time

One step at a time

One slice at a time

Lets finish everyone, without fail :D

Ain't I lucky?

Every week I miss many things

I miss my family

I miss my friends

I miss my home

I miss my life outside

But ain't that such a wonderful thing?

I had, and still have all of them.

I get to look forward to seeing all of them

Doing the things that I like

Meeting the people who I love

I love life.

Just as it is,

Just the way they packaged it for me :D

I got a feeling that all of you love yours too,

You just forgot for awhile :)

Too long, too many

Too many people I have not seen for a long time

Too long since I last saw too many people

I miss my old life, desperately so

But I only know how to move forward

Teach me how to bring everyone with me

I can't bear to lose one more

Not one more.

Sun

I saw the most radiant sunrise

The most romantic sunset

and now I go back to the small island

expecting the most out of myself.

The only thing?

I will miss everyone again :)

Thanks

I awoke this morning with devout thanksgiving for my family and friends,

the old and the new

For all that have been...

Thanks :D

For all that will be...

Yes please.

Its always time to quit

Never quit?

Never say die?

By all means, please quit.

Quit right now

Quit floating through life

Quit procrastinating

Quit being a quitter

See? there are things we have to quit.

YEAHHHH! BECAUSE PHOTOGRAPHY CLUB ROCKS :D

anyway, have a nice day!

Love-Hate

My mom used to tell me to love

Regardless of everything

Love, so that I will be loved in return.

But does blind love really bring happiness?

Apparently not.

So I've decided to stand up for my ideals

I've decide to hate

So that I can hold precious what I love

I've decided to hate anything and everything that stand against the things I love

And I want to see if the world responds with hate.

Because under all that hate, its actually love :)

So scared of being old, I'm only good at being young

One passing second spells a moment

Each passing year spells an eternity

I know I am not a person who can age gracefully

I am probably having my very own Summer of 69 now

I'm not a wolf at my prime

But I suspect I'll become a wolf when I'm old

Without edge

Without energy

Without passion

Without time

and be left toothless and abandoned.

So scared of being old

Because I'm really only good at being young.

Its a cheap and cool age

Its cheap, where silly antics can make one the big hoo-ha

Its cheap, where marketing is worth more than the actual object

Its cheap, where people can stay infront of their computer the whole day

but

Its cool, because this is our age

because we now have control of where it is heading towards

and won't you agree if I said that we wouldn't have it any other way?

So stop complaining about our age, our life

and start fighting (and quit being a goddamn pussy) :D

Dream a little

Talk a little, sing a lot
walk a little, dance a lot
smile a little, laugh a lot
dream a little, live a lot

Living a life we want to live is not only about dreaming, it is also about following our impulses and doing things.
So to all the dreamers, this is our time to live...
To experience all that we can, to make mistakes that will be forgotten,
To enjoy the journey that is unfolding in front of us.
To live :)

Fun Funk Flung > Penang/Langkawi

Heck! *brushes off cobwebs* how long has it been since my last post?

anyway, i'm back in business...for now!

To start the post with a good piece of news, I'm going to announce that...

I'm depressed

Seriously depressed

I have never felt so much discontentment in my life(notice the contradiction with my blog name)

BUT

Its because I had so much fun during my trip overseas, so much so that Singapore feels like a piece of rock as compared to it :p

But seriously, the company for the trip rocked

The two of them brightened up each and every of the 8 days there

but i'm too lazy to write anymore, so i'll let pictures do the rest :D

Late Breakfast

I'm currently eating my breakfast at 11:25am

For a person who is used to a 6.00am breakfast

This sure feels werid.

But then again, sucks for the people who stays with one breakfast timing

Life doesn't change at all

If you don't change it in small ways

How do you revolutionise yourself?

Be cool

Eat Breakfast late, dinner early and skip lunch

Eat Breakfast the way you like it

Eat healthy


Supfast Brunch Lunner Dinper

Jump

Jump higher and higher





Jump further and faster





Jump cooler and with more style





Jump Pak Wing

No ego, no hesitation

No Pak Wing