Realization

Today, just before losing contact with the world of half month... I suddenly had the urge to look at what my friends are doing, what my family has been really up to and how everyone feels.

Everytime I look back, I lost something along the way

I lost friends

I lost feelings

I lost laughter

I lost love

Then what have I gained?

No one will ever read this blog, yet I do update it once in awhile.

Maybe a few years down the road, someone will come and read this.

Read this, and know that I'm missing you

Read this, and know that I'd love to receive a call from you

Please find me again, in case I managed to lose you too.

A tablespoon of feelings

I looked into the bottle for my feelings

I found some love, some hope, some regret and some passion

It was such a confusing jumble

Like a rainbow all mixed up

Yet they did not smudge

They were clear as the Caribbean sea

I took a whole tablespoon of it

And added it into the pie that is my Life

It might look like its a coincidence

It might feel like its an accident

But its no coincidence :)

Life

Life... is not that complicated

Its simple,

It must be, since I'm so glad

I'm glad I lived my life this way

I'm glad everything is the way it is

I'm glad that I met you :)

All the way

Lets do it

One day at a time

One step at a time

One slice at a time

Lets finish everyone, without fail :D

Ain't I lucky?

Every week I miss many things

I miss my family

I miss my friends

I miss my home

I miss my life outside

But ain't that such a wonderful thing?

I had, and still have all of them.

I get to look forward to seeing all of them

Doing the things that I like

Meeting the people who I love

I love life.

Just as it is,

Just the way they packaged it for me :D

I got a feeling that all of you love yours too,

You just forgot for awhile :)

Too long, too many

Too many people I have not seen for a long time

Too long since I last saw too many people

I miss my old life, desperately so

But I only know how to move forward

Teach me how to bring everyone with me

I can't bear to lose one more

Not one more.

Sun

I saw the most radiant sunrise

The most romantic sunset

and now I go back to the small island

expecting the most out of myself.

The only thing?

I will miss everyone again :)